Why I Uncovered My Hair:

Why I Uncovered My Hair:

 

Hair. It used to just be. Then, people started putting meaning to it. They obsessed about it to the point that my mind could not STAND IT! Why put meaning to hair at all? I hate hair. Not the actual, biological and structure of it. I hate what humanity has done to it. Why even talk about it at all?

Weaponizing hair is also a human invention. Something just doesn’t feel right… to cover a part of yourself that’s natural… what the fuck is wrong with you?

“No! You don’t get it! Hair has meaning! Look at this book here,” that’s where you all go.

Look at the Torah. Look at the Quran.

What?

You want me to look at books written by humans? Humans shaped by fear, scarcity, patriarchy, and survival. People who projected their emotional states into scripture because that’s what humans do when they’re trying to make sense of chaos.

And here’s the part no one wants to admit: the people teaching these doctrines today often carry the same nervous-system jitters as the people who wrote them. I’m not talking about theology — I’m talking about body language, micro‑hesitations, the tightness in the jaw, the breath they hold when they say “modesty” or “purity.”

We’re not being educated by people with grounded nervous systems. We’re being educated by anxious adults who inherited anxious teachings from anxious ancestors. And children absorb the anxiety long before they absorb the doctrine.

I’m not anti‑religion. I’m anti‑emotional immaturity. If you’re going to enforce a doctrine, your body should at least believe it. Otherwise you’re just passing down fear disguised as holiness.

I see a collective need for humanity to grow up. To grow some hair on their balls. And read the science books. It’s time to come out into the real pantheon, little ones. You cannot be emotional toddlers parading as adults anymore. Your descendants don’t let you.

Speaking of passing things down in our DNA, our hair also contains DNA inside it. People believe that cutting hair changes your luck. Because, maybe genetically, the time it takes to grow that hair changes us from the inside. DNA is not a static thing. It shifts and changes based on many factors. And those markers that turn on, those get passed down. Of course, there are some things that don’t change, and the world of epigenetics has far to go. I think, the things that the body ‘practices’ the most eventually becomes part of us.

But traumas can change. Emotional trauma can be remolded. That’s the first place we have pioneered with talk therapy. Somehow, whatever we hold onto from our past shapes our present, and how we make decisions for the future. Well, maybe if we read a strand of hair like a scroll of Torah, we can see exactly where women have suffered. Or maybe, we shouldn’t put meaning to bodily functions and phenomena that naturally occur due to optimal conditions for an organism to live.

 

My ancestors were from ancient Persia. It was where women were not forced to cover their hair. India’s women resemble closer to my own. For many Gorski People (Mountain Jews from the Caucasus mountains migrated from Persia 300 years ago), covering hair was only reserved for religious things, going out, gatherings, and whenever the moment spoke for it. My ancestors believed that hair was special. Because it talked of a person’s power. But when we come before God, before others, before the real self within, we cover the hair in order to remember the space we are in.

Hair coverings remind our sensors in the head about where the boundary lies between ourselves and the air we inhabit. It separates us from projecting towards another individual, and solely receive them in the moment. But that’s all nonsense! The truth is, covering your hair gives you a layer of protection and that’s the fact. When covering hair was reserved for the elites, that was when covering hair became a symbol of rebellion. Maybe, not in the dramatic sense, but in the sense of the desire to feel like royalty.

 

And believe it or not, it helped many with their mental health! And that is what movements should be. It should be a personal matter. And all we need to tell our kids is:

“We cover our hair sometimes. Listen to your body and it will tell you why.”